It's been a while since I've updated this blog.
Quite honestly, it's just too hard sometimes.
Why does that beautiful little girl have to lie all alone in a crib with her hands tied in stockings, when I would be willing to come and get her?
Why does that amazing little boy have to sit alone in his bed all day when I would so love to take him out to experience the world?
Why do I have to be single at this time in my life when I want so badly to have a family and children? Why do I have to hear their cries when there is nothing I can do to rescue them?
Quite honestly, I am jealous of every one I see adopting, and jealousy isn't exactly a trait one is supposed to possess. So I have hidden from this blog, trying to ignore my own feelings of wistfulness at what I am not ready for at this point in my life.
Bu recently I have noticed people actually viewing my blog. People actually noticing Emmitt and Elena. Is it possible that I could actually have some impact on finding these two a family?
Whether or not I have any part in it, I can only hope and pray that God will lead their family to them long before I am in a situation to adopt.
And in the meantime maintain my faith that I can be useful in whatever small way.